MY POEMS
THE NIGHTMARE
Get away get away,
thats wut i hear her say,
i dont want to die,
but my child your lifes a lie,
no it isnt you stupid bitch,
again and again i give myself a painful pinch,
this nightmare comes everynight,
its like hell theres no light,
all i can do is hear the distant screaming,
who is it? who is it? i keep wondering,
why do i have to be the one hearing this,
oh now here comes the deadly kiss,
and then she screamed,
i still dont see why i should be frightened,
now im at the end and now drops the light and the mirror,
and now i see why i should fear,
that voice and that little she,
its because that little she is......ME!!!!!!!!!
copywrited by Jerralyn Surber

YOUR POEM TO MICHAEL AND JOSH
I felt dead in the heart,
right from the start,
of the beginning of the year,
and it brings me a tear,
to my eye,
as I cry,
Because of two guys,
But no one knows what lies,
Inside me this sad little girl,
I wait for the scream while I twirl,
This piece of hair around my finger,
And watch as he’s left to linger,
I want someone to just pull that trigger,
Or cut me with that poisoness dagger,
Please god release me from this hell,
Only to you I will tell,
About all the times I had to fall,
Just to try to get away from it all,
I wouldn’t dump you for someone else,
Unless it’s Pete Wentz then it’s your loss,
You know I love you,
I wish I didn’t have to do,
All this choosing,
It’s so confusing,
You made me cry,
Please tell me why,
Because I can’t see,
The truth anymore,
I wonder if we’re no more,
ESCAPE THE FATE that lies ahead,
I’ll say once more that I feel dead,
I know I will never feel happiness,
And I never liked all this pittiness,
That I get,
I wish I could just quit and end my life
With this knife,
In my bloody hands,
As I said no one understands,
My addiction to death,
I need to find my truth,
The reason I’m here,
And why I fear,
To live, why can’t I just give,
It all away,
I wish I could bleed everyday,
While I lay and play those depressing songs all day,
As I see my life slip away,
Out of my hands,
I feel alone in my little part of the deadly never lands.
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DIFFERENT LIFE TO MICHAEL
my heart broke
as he started to choke
and commit suiside
the same way i have died
in my dreams
its always is different than it usually seems
as i screamed
as he leaned
to pop the glock
but again i punched the lock
than came the drop......
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AS I LAY DYING TO MICHAEL
as i lay dying
for some reason he's crying
because i know he doesnt love me
and in chances i gave him three
in that painful goodbye
is not worth that lie
that love lie
isnt supposed to make me die
that cut on my wrist
and that blood on my fist
the pain i feel
is all real
im addicted to the pain
as blood drips down my wrist like rain.
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UNSOLVED MYSTERY
as you can see im breathin but i am dead
i used all my blood when i bled
this is not murder said the man that moved side to side
she commited suiside
see all the cuts on her wrist
see all the dry blood on her fist
those arent deffincive woulds
why is it that they always die on full moons?
you know that she had gone through alot
she was a witch thats what people thought
but nobody knew her
and she died on the 31st of october
but thats all we know
so that unsolved mystery has been let go.
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ROSES AND VIOLETS
roses are thorns pricking my skin
violets are death black
my blood is forming a black puddle
how many times ive bled i lost track.
copywrited by Jerralyn Surber