POEMZ

*These Deep Depressing Thoughts In My Mind* sitting hea in bed thinkin nd cryin at da same time. i’m tryin to be strong fo myself but it aint really workin. don’t want to be worthless to all these people around me. want to succeed at everythin i do to prove everyone wrong. thinkin if dey are tellin mi da truth dat dey will alwayz be hea fo mi. dey say dey my homiez. i don’t kno my mind iz undecided. feelin worthless locked myself in my room cant believe dat i am actually thinkin and wanting to be dead. i used to be so happy now i don’t kno what’s happenin. what iz happenin to mi, my mind? i kno dat my family loves mi but sometimez i think it’ll all be betta if i wazn’t hea. thinkin of how it would be hea at home without mi. tryin to tell myself dat dey do need mi i wish somehow dey could give mi a sign. tellin myself dat it will get betta soon picturin dat day i could be happy again just wishin it would come soon. but for now, i’ll keep my head up nd remain strong Neva give up hope dat i will really smile i will try at least... -------------------- ::"neva make someone yo priority wen all you iz to dem....iz an option.":: --------------------

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