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Death? Phoenix!!
Age42
GenderFemale
Locationnowhere is home,
Signed Up04/25/07, 6:38pm
Last Login05/12/08, 8:50pm
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NIN (now im nothing)Iam patient will meet you all in time & place

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Iam second eldess of The Endless. I divide the living from all that has gone before , and all that comes after. It's whispered one day a century I take on mortal flesh, the better to comprehend , what the lives I take must feel, to taste the bitter tang of mortality. This is the price I pay for being, Death. I do my work in
time & place. I will meet you all in time. But few enjoy meeting me, though I don't know why. Bugs me people are seldom glad to meet me. After all Iam only doing my duties, I care about every person I touch & soul I take. I maybe the only person who knows all of you so personally.
Full of my own contradictions though, Iam cheerful,yet I wear black, fond of jewelery, I wear the eye of Horus, & the Ankh anceint Egyptian symbol of life!Iam unpredictable, I can be merciful & put an end to your sufferings, I or I can turn out to be cruel and unexpected.Though Iam far less dark then my brother the"Sandman", my brother, Dream, of The Endless. Which confirms his own words when he says he is far more dangerous then I. I come to reconsile you with death(for those of you alleric to it & fear me), to help you enjoy it(life) better. I accompany all mortals twice in life. At birth I speak to you, but you do not remember me though. This I do for my own reasons (like my oldest brother Destiny I too have some secrets). I also come to you in death, I guide you to what lies beyond your mortal years. I have several duties , most obivious , to collect your soul, & take you to your after life, the other is to become mortal (one day 24 hours)every century! You fear the sunless lands to which I guide you to, you feebly attempt to placate me, you do not love me.but I try so not to take it to heart. They say like my sister/brother Destiny, no picture will do me justice (blushing), since to see me is to see the face of ones oldest and dearest friend. One who has been with you through every heartache, all the pain, through all the laughter, & through every tear you've shed. In , my brothers , Sandman Iam unfeared, I am more guide to a new realm, then Iam a threat to existance on the old one. I treat my realm with straightforward responsibility (in like my oldest brother Destiny) yet my realm does not impede my existance,the way it does my brother Dream. I warned Orpheus of wanting to travel into the underworld to save his wife. I ultimately take Dream's life in Sandman LXIX against my own will, &am desire not to. And am a fond sister to the rest of The Endless. And some day I will be the last Endless, & it will then fall on me to do the metophoric, stacking f the chairs on the tables, turing out of the lights & closing up shop & turning the key, behind me! And one final though of without Death(me)there is no life.But enough of me,there are after all, 7 , myself included. My siblings are Destiny(oldest of us), Dream, Despair, Desire,Destruction, Delight now Delirium (she is the youngest).Enjoy your stay...~(TESTER? TESTER ? TESTER? TESTER?)
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*****Haven't returned to making layouts********Some things I need to tend to in my PERSONAL life~!**************but am around~!



new siggy design ,,by Spoild Brat Ty dear!

PLEASE if Ive a Killer Pumpkin layout PLEASE do NOT Take my codes...Ive asked John Pelico, Please see credit link in my links if you wish to ask for use of them yourself. Killer Pumpkins - or my layout codes with them. Thanks for the use of your imgs -;)
And new beautiful IMG from Spoiled Brat & her new program shes learning(rather well Id say) TY girl this is so beautiful.
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This is my TESTER ACCOUNT( so dont take codes not complete,& are here till the curront one am working on is approved so I dont loose them others in main are welcome to visit links is here if wish too use any of them!) & family info!And at last some tunes (Black Crowes & Kenny Wayne Shepherd)




Skeminem (me Death) ,,by Spoiled Brat~! OMG funny stuff girl~
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User Picture..(the oldest)My brother is the oldest of the Endless, :In the begining was the Word, and it was traced in the first page of his book before it was even spoke aloud, Walk through any path in his garden, & you will be forced to choose , not once but many times. Some say not even my brother himself knows truely knows where each fork, & turn will lead. but even if he could tell you, he would not, my brother Destiny holds his secrets. There are some who believe him to be blind: whilst others, perhaps with more reason claim, that my brothers travels led far beyond blindness; that he can do nothing but see: that he sees the fine traces the galaxies make as they travel through space. That he watches the intricate patterns living things make on thier journey through time. My older brother smells of dust & of old libraries of the night. He leaves no footprints. He casts no shadow. He is the Oldest Endless. Not much is know of my older brother except that he is blind (or is he?). He is the most dedicated of The Endless to his duties, and asking him for advice is generally futile as he usually tells you something you do not want to hear, if he tells you anything at all. He appears as a tall man, wearing a plain robe, the hood of which hides his face in its shadows. He always carries his book, in which he supposedly continues an account of everything that has been , is, and will ever be. He is enigmic, to seek him one must beging a maze. Only by taking proper turns at the proper time & place, can you rach the gardens of Destiny., myself, Dream(Brother) (Morpheus/Sandman/Daniel New -Dream,(Brother),User Picture..
User Picture..You spend your days leading rational ,ordered lives.......but every night when you lie down, close your eyes & sleep an uncertain sleep. Thats when you server Morpheus.The Endless, my brother called Dream,whose power over his realm knows no limit. But whose power can never be fully perveived.Of all The Endless, save our brother Destiny, he is the most conscience of his resposiblities, the most meticullous in thier exicution, He also accumulates names like others makes friends (but permits himself few), he is known by many names: Morpheus, L'Zoril,Oreiros,Kai' Ckul,the King of Dreams,the Prince of Stories,the Shaper of Form, The Oreiromancer, The Sandman, The Lord of The Sleeping Marches,King Of Riddle Realm....(you know this figure even if you don't realize you do),you grew up with him. He is the Dream you grew up with the Dream, whose funeral , you attended. Even The Endless are given the chance to die & in the end, there was only so much this Dream could allow himself to change. Perhaps its fitting that my brother Dream the incarnation of hope,died just as our sister Despair, the incarnation of despair, died long ago. In the end it was his kindness to his son, to let him finally die. That was the downfall of Morpheus, althogh he certainly knew it was coming & prepaired for his own demise. Although he may not have let even himself truely realize. but this Dream of The endless did not truely die for how can you kill a point of view. He is only one reflection & he stepped aside for another interpretation, the New Dream(Daniel).but you may stil see this Dream, for there are areas where times is fluid, in these soft places, you may yet see my poor brother Morpheus again.It saddened me to have to take my own brother,but the Dream yet lives through, Daniel. He and I see each other frequently, still close. He still ponders the rumors of my day as a mortal, though never asks me of it.Perhaps fearing I may yet answer him. He like all of us (save Destiny) casts a shadow, that is when it occurs to him to do so. And he is pleasing in appereance, for you humans do call him, The Dream King!,(brother) Destruction,User Picture..
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My brother buitlt a cathedral in New York. he worked as a pavement artist in London, and as a street artist in paris. He spent a month forging cave paintings for a Spanish town that needed tourists,and a decade digging the Panama Canal. Are these the acts of a being called Destruction? Our brother developed a taste if not a talent for poetry, music, and the arts, & even delved into philosophy. Perhaps it is these , interests that caused him to abandonded hi post. Three centuries ago & break off family ties w/ us The Endless. He reasoned that nothing new can be created without destroying the old. He was the glue that held us together. He remained with Delight through her chage to Delirium, he kept her from fracturing. His only companion was a dog. Apart from this even we know little of our brother , we do not even know his where abouts or when or if he'll return to Earth or to his duties!,(Sister) DespairUser Picture..
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,Despair is Desire's sister & twin. Her skin is clammy; her eyes are the color of the sky on a bleak day that blled the world of color & meaning on a cold wet day,; her voice is little more thena whisper. Many years gone, a sect in what is now Afghanistan declared Despair a goddess & declaired all empty rooms her sacred places. The sect persisited for two years, until its last adherent finally killed himaelf. Having outlasted the other members by almost seven months. Despair says little and is patient. She appears as a shirt heavy woman, she wears no clothes. while she has no odor, her shadow smells musky & pungent. She keeps to herself, thoughshe perhaps feels the loss of our brother Destrcution more then the rest of us. Her realm is dark & grey. The most remarkable thing about her realm is that there is an infinate number of windows into the mortal world. You see these as mirrors. our sisiter sits in her realm, peering through these windows, & the despair within. It is said that scattered through our sisters domain are a mulitude of tiny windows hanging in the void. Each window looks out on a different scene in your mortal world again a mirror. Sometimes you will look into a mirror & fell the eyes of Despair upon you, feel her hook, catch and snag upon your heart., (Sister/Brother)Desire,User Picture..
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Desire of The Endless,smiles in brief flashes, like sunlght glinting from a knifes - edge & much else is razor sharp about it. There is only one thing to see in its twilight realm, its fortress, a sculpte of Desire & Desire lives in its heart. Desire loves nothing ,more then to cause trouble. Desire stands of medium hieght. It is said that it is unlikel;y that any portrate will ever do Desire justice for to see her (him) is to love (him)her - passionatley, painfully , to exclution of all else. Desire smells sublimly, of summer peaches. And casts two shadows, one black & sharp edged, the other translucent forever wavering, like a heat haze. Deisre is all her name implies. she is the embodiment of everything one could ever want. She is female . He is male.Desire's gender is anything you want it to be. Desire appears as a very attractive young man/woman and is always well dressed.A good place to find her in the mortal world is in a place with numberous people. She's been known to set people up with one another , an alleged cupid. Only to actually cause the individuals pain & heartache in the end. (S)he has been known to make our brother Dreams life living hell. (s)he seems to take delight in seeing our brother suffer, perhaps its because (s)he seems to see him as a stoic, unemotional bore. In fact one time she came close to destroying Dream, such as when she manipulated the mortal world, almost causing Dream to destroy a family member. (This occured in,"The Dolls House). Of all of us Desire is closest to Despair. Not surprising as i said they are twins. Once long ago they were actually one entity. She/he also sees Delirium, quite oftean actually, but is generally nothing more then annoyed by our littlest sisters mere presents. Desire never the possesion, always the possesor, with skin as pale as smoke, eyes tawny & sharp as yellow wine, (Sister & youngest of The Endless) Delirium (who was one Delight).User Picture..
User Picture..My littlest sister smellsof sweat,sour wines , late nights & of old leather. Her realm is close ,and can be visited: however, human minds were not meant to comprehend her domain,& those who have made the journey could merely report the tiniest of fragments.Some say my sisters tragedy is her knowledge that depsite being older then the suns,she is forever the youngest of The Endless. We do not measure time as humans do. Poor sister doesnt know whether she is coming or going. In fact has even forgotten this on more then one occation too! But if you can get her attention for more then five seconds she is an adorable little girl...She appears as a teenage girl,dressed in clashing clothes, & multi colored hair(which is changing all the time)& a lost look in her eyes. but it has been shown that when absolutely neccessary, she can pull herself together. And can be very decicive,domineering,"take charge", kind of girl. It doesn't happen often , so when it does it surprises those who know her. Her shadow ,shape & outline have no relationship to that of any body she wears. And it is tangable, like old velvet. Her eyes are badly matched,:one eye is vivid emerald green,with silver flex that move, her other eyes is ein blue."Who knows what Delirium sees through those mismatched eyes?"As her name tells all our littlest sister has mental problems, she used to be Delight but that was so so long ago, but changed for reasons her own incoherence can't explain~!(TESTER? TESTER ? TESTER? TESTER?)
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Loath...

Anyone who waists the one & only life you humans have........it is but a blink in time ,,VALUE the only life you have.
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Death? Phoenix!! Has 922 Comments(s)

   Zac92Him ~ Tue Mar 4, 2008 6:50am
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oo kool! I haven't read many comics but X-Men is awesome.
   Zac92Him ~ Mon Mar 3, 2008 4:50pm
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Wow, That sounds like a awesome image, I hope you and you kids feel better soon!
   Zac92Him ~ Thu Feb 28, 2008 12:31pm
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I have been good you?
   Zac92Him ~ Sun Feb 17, 2008 4:30pm
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Thank you so much for the layout comment and rating![love][yay]
   User Picture.. ~ Wed Dec 26, 2007 2:22pm
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thank you for the lyt comment and rating :)
   Nightmare Jackal ~ Sun Dec 23, 2007 10:32am
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It is mine
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Thanks
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And A merry Christmas to you

Nice work on what by the way [confused]
   User Picture.. ~ Thu Dec 20, 2007 6:27pm
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HEY...thanks for the really cool b-day comment and img... [smile]
   User Picture.. ~ Wed Dec 19, 2007 11:19pm
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i haven't tried that yet on here, myspace has the links at the top with a drop down
   User Picture.. ~ Wed Dec 19, 2007 11:11pm
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thanks for the lyt comment and rating :)
   User Picture.. ~ Wed Dec 19, 2007 10:32pm
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oh cool i can't wait to see it when your done :) tell SB i said hello
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thank you for the lyt comment and rating :)
   SB Designs ~ Tue Dec 18, 2007 7:44pm
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ok hun .. send me what you got and i'll see what i can do [smile]
   SB Designs ~ Tue Dec 18, 2007 6:55pm
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i got it to work .. turned out i had a virus/trojan attached to ie and FF would stop it dead in it's tracks [lol][lol] so i'm here .. let me know what you want me to work on for you hun [smile] how you feeling ?

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