about me/stuff

Who are you? ashley

What keeps you awake at night? thinking about my life

If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change? Id be the one to die in the car crash not my bff..

Are you happy with your life at the moment? eh no but yea

What do you like most about yourself? i'm a nice person and easy to talk to

Do you ever wish you were someone else? yes

What's the worst thing anyone has ever done to you? i dont want to talk about it

Do you have a dark secret that you have never told anyone? yes

What do you like most about your friends? i can trust most of them

Have you ever come close to dying? yes many times...

Whats one thing do you want most in this world? To be in Alabama with the one i love and my 2best friends

How do you want to be remembered when you die? i want to be loved when i die not just remembered.

What do you never take for granted? my best friend Mack and my new bf type person Blake


My name is Chris
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I am three
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My eyes are swollen
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I can not see
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I must be stupid
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I must be bad
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What else could have made
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My daddy so mad?
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I wish I weren’t ugly
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Then maybe my mommy
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Would still hug me
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I can’t do wrong
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I can’t speak at all
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Or else I am locked up
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All day long
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When I am awake I am alone
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The house is dark
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My folks are not home
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When my mommy dose come home
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I’ll try to be nice
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So maybe I’ll just get
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One whipping tonight
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I hear a car
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My daddy is back
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From Chariles bar
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I hear him curse
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My name is called
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I press myself
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Against the wall
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I try to hide
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From his evil eyes
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I’m so afraid now
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I’m starting to cry
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He finds me weeping
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Calls me ugly words
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He says it’s my fault
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He suffers at work
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He slaps and hits me
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He yells at me more
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I finally get free
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And run to the door
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He’s locked it
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And I start to bawl
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He takes me throws me
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Against the had wall
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I fall to the floor
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With my bones nearly broken
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And my daddy continues
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With more bad words spoken
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“I’m sorry!” I scream
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But it’s now much too late
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His face has been twisted
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Into a unimaginable shape
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The hurt and the pain
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Again and again
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O please God, have mercy!
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O please let it end!
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And he finally stops
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And heads for the door
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While I lay there motionless
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Sprawled on the floor
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My name is Chris
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I am three
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Tonight my daddy
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Murdered me
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And you can help
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Sickens me to the soul,
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And if you read this
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And don’t pass it on
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I pray for your forgiveness
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Because you have to be
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One heartless person
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To not to be effected,
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By this poem
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And because u r effected,
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Do something about it!
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So all I ask you to do
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If you are against child abuse
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Pass this on!

Pomes

A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew
Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:
"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."


Take my hand
Tell me Im the one for you
That your my man
Theres nothing we cant get through

Hold me tight
Share forever one kiss
This feels so right
I would never forget this

Touch my face
Dont take your eyes off mine
Feel my heart race
Say youll love until the end of time

Lay me down
Kiss every part of me
My beating heart is the only sound
As you part my knees