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Nightmare Jackal
Age16
GenderMale
LocationDeepest, Darkest, and Loneliest part of hell
Signed Up05/29/07, 11:13am
Last Login07/04/08, 7:24pm
My Goodies
Neither of us were ready and we knew it, and now the felling off being alone feels ackwardly good

My youtube Channel usaly has new videos by the weekends
So check them out if you want


Music
Shattersphere, Breaking Benjamin, Slipknot, Linkin Park, System of a Down, Three Days Grace, Papa Roach, The Crystal Method, Apollo 440, Atreyu, Black Sabbath, Megadeth, Saliva, Dragon Force, Drowning Pool, Foo Fighters, Demon Hunter, Rage Aginst The Machine, Disturbed, Dimmu Borgir, My Chemical Romance, Shadows Fall and more.
You will die and be silent. No memory will be left of you, no regret when you are gone. You have never touched the Muse' flowers. Shadowy forever in Death's realm, you will be wafted on a ghost's fluttering wings, one of the black dead.(SAPPHO,fragment58)

Intoxicated eyes, the love and myth, that life. You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole
world down. I need some piece of mind, no fear of what's behind. You think you've won this fight, you've
only lost your mind





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How do you stop someone dead that controls you? You Dont, You let it control you let it spreed its power through your body and enjoy the strength it has given you. Trust me the power you get is amazing and its worth the pain you suffer for it


*Truth of death*

We said we didn't fear death.
Now we know why...

They gave us wisdom, and we squandered it.
They gave us civilization, and we buried it.
They gave us gods, and we forsook them.

We were complacent, and we gave our will to others.
We were self-indulgent, and we acted only to further ourselves.
We were corrupt, and we reveled in war and blasphemy.

We were already dead, and we didn't even know it...




Most of my life i have been waiting for the time when my body will have to come to an end and i began to join what i have longfull been waitng for my own end. Many people do not understand this because they are fearfull of their own deaths, if you would ever pay attention to the way i am at school you would probly belive that i am a person that is all ways happy and chearfull the only thing that you wouldint know is that when I am alone, I longer for my own death, (many people by now are probly going to consider me meantaly " disturbed " and think that i should be seeing a therapist.) From what i have come to learn is that most people try to avoid their death out of the few who look for it are cosiderd a whole diffrent type of breed of people who are looking for something that will take or end are lifes, but unfortuanatly for us their is some people who belive that we are simply giving up on life to early and will try almost anything to keep us from going suicidel in this world. To thous people i say thanks but the truth is you are simply avoiding the Inevitable.

Randome

Everything is a lie, all I am is lies, breed by lies for lies nothing more nothing less, but that stops now. I have opend my eyes and saw all of them, now I will open every one elses eyes making them see reality and then watch them squrm.

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   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Wed Jun 4, 2008 11:20pm
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hey how r u doing?
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Tue May 27, 2008 8:04pm
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been in n outa the hospital 2 times now
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Fri May 23, 2008 6:25pm
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oh i c. i sent u somthin on myspace by the way
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Fri May 23, 2008 4:15pm
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nm im bored 2
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Thu May 22, 2008 5:46pm
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hey wats up?
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Tue May 20, 2008 7:52pm
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oh i see. hows it going? anything good happen yet?
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Mon May 19, 2008 7:59pm
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Hey wats up anything new w/ u?
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Sun May 18, 2008 7:00pm
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Nice job! j/k j/k
   - ~ Tue May 13, 2008 9:16pm
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im good...bored and im having to ice my ankle :< ...stupid ankle
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Mon May 12, 2008 8:21pm
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Hey wats up?
   - ~ Mon May 12, 2008 8:08pm
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Hello...im a random person who is very bored...so how are you!
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Wed May 7, 2008 9:07pm
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Yea ino but she was 1 of my only friends dat didnt try 2 use me. dats y i wont do dat 2 her even though i should. idk wat the fuck is wrong w/ me i usually dont talk like dat...(nice i mean) i think im going insane 4real now! wat up w/ dat?... IDK im fuckd
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Mon May 5, 2008 12:48am
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Pretty bad i punched her till she had completely bloody face n shirt n she also was pukn out more blood than iv ever seen. i broke 2 ofher ribs, nose, 3 fingers, n shes blackn blue all over her stomach n face. also lost 2 teeth.

I got a bloody nose, nail n bite marks, n i also got stabbed bout 13 times in the shoulder n on my sides. n by the time i was done she was passed out i almost passed out from all blood i lost.

i hav 2 give it 2 her she nose how 2 stab n put up a fight but i was the 1 left standing when a teacher finally saw us.
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Mon May 5, 2008 12:36am
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dat must suc
   xXDoped_up_bitchXx ~ Mon May 5, 2008 12:30am
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oh it aint my first offense they thinx jus cuz im only 15 they can lower it... [wtf] the asswholes! [wtf] treatn me like im special! Fuck no -yea right-

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