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once upon a time,there was a girl who once loved another.she got her heart broken so much,that she gave up on all hope.now shes just falling apart and suffering from rejection.and sometimes suicide is an option to her but shes not ready to die yet.that girl is me.

obviousley as u can see,im in love.but the one i love doesnt love me.he loves sum1 else.which is hard bcuz i try so hard not to cry infront of him.only bcuz i dont wanna tell him bcuz that would ruin evrything ive lived for.hes the only reason im still living.i live because evry day when i wake up,i think of him.and every night wheni dream,hes in my dreams.and my mom once said "if you love someone and they dont love you back,youve gotta keep strong and fight for your right to get him to love you back".yeha my moms right...but im not strong enough.if i was then i wouldnt come home evryday and cry my eyes out.and when ppl judge me at skool by the scars on my arms,the eyeliner on my eyes,and the color of my clothes,that doesnt help at all,it makes it worse.i totally support cutters.only bcuz i love to sit with them and talk and listen to there story about how they got inot cutting.its fascinating to here there opinions besides my own.and yesh i once was a cutter.but its hard to admitt it because all my life has been a fucking lie.so last year and i little bit of this year,my hand was almost glued to that razor..or wutevr was sharp enough.and idc if u dnt believe me.i no wuht i see and i no its the truth.so for all yew haters and people who judge eachother,stfu bcuz u dnt no shit.if u wanna judge or make fun of someone,think twice because you wouldnt like it if someone came up to you and started making fun of you for no fucking reason.someone wrote "emos suck" on a piece of paper today and threw it at me.i opened it and got mad.im friends with emos,nice-preps[only 3 of em are nice tho],jocks,anime-lovers,normall people.& when people are being made fun of,i dont care if there drop-dead-gorgeous or butt-ugly,ill stick up for them.and dont u ever mess with my friends.which are::::::::::::::
from skool:sandra,angel,joanie,tina,ste-phanie,austin,jordan,cody,blake,cabbel,tyler,kathy,nicole,linda,emily,tiffany,kataryna,ju-stin,james,matthew[skinny matt],julian,rick,laura,josie,& brendon.













i was searching for McR songs to listen to on youtube & i came across this vid.i didnt make it tho.i just love watching it.