My poems.

Child Of Lost Thought: Timmy tease, Me

I see the dakness fade away,
And as it leaves i pray away.
Hoping that it'll never come back till this day,
The pain that ive extinghished from today.
I feel so alone no one who loves,
A poor loanly kid that cant seem to help doing the drugs.
A crown of victory a thorn from a rose,
What ever it is however he has lost it though.
He is allways down,just smileing away,
To drown out the pitty of everyones perade.
Ive came back to earth from flying above,
And nothing their can match the brilliants of love.

..... :from rachel barker-my only true love


HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER
I AM 13 YEARS OLD
AND I HAVE A PROBLEM.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER.
WHEN I GROW UP I AM GANNA BE A DRUGADICT
AND AN ALCHOHOLIC.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER.
I HATE MY LIFE
AND EVERYTHING IN IT.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER.
I HURT MYSELF.
I CUT UNTIL MY ARM IS COVERED IN BLOOD.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER.
PEOPLE CALL ME EMO
AND GOTHIC

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER.
I TIED A ROPE TO THE ROOF OF A
SIX STORY BUILDING.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER.
I TIED A LOOP IN ONE END OF THE ROPE.
THEN I PUT IT AROUND MY NECK.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER.
I STOOD AT THE EDGE OF THE BUILDING.
I LOOKED DOWN.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER
I SCREAMED "I HATE U!"
THEN JUMPED.

HELLO MY NAME IS RACHEL BARKER
AND I KILLED MYSELF TODAY.


W.A.R.:Rachel barker

When we get scared,
we start a war.

when we get threatened,
we start a war.

when we get bored,
we start a war.

our solution is one simple word,
WAR.

but our government doesnt see,
that we people are sick of it.

that our family is allways gone,
never with us for the holidays.

Mr. president doesnt care,
he just sits around all day.

signing his nameon paper,
running our lives.

this is what war is to me!
wasted and retarded!



Never The Hollow's:Timmy tease

The wind blows and what does it wisper?Why have you taken away my sister?the crie's of a child looking at death,as her sisters life fades away in one breath.Lightning strikes and you hear a scream,as if you were in a dream.You walk over and too your suprize,you see some one traped in their own demise.They lay over some black bones crying away,as for this will scarr them for the rest of their days.The cruelness of death is what we follow,just waiting for us to walk down the hollow.
In memery of: Meredith's little sister- my best friend ever.


She Who Walks:Timmy tease

The lightning strikes agian but in the same exact place,
and as the demons poor out i seen a glimps of the devils face.
The portal has been opened and who ever seen shall be consumed,
by the evil that he brings to make a new room.
The earth is cracking and the sun has been shaded,
by all of the other planets that have been created.
The blue sky's turn to a dark shade pave,
as the green grass turns into spikes and sharp blades.
Trees crack and crumble as they turn into ash,
and the stars fall from the heavens in then burn into hash.
The moon shines hard with out a move,
as the sun gets overthrown and showed to its tumb.
The creatures are crippled and the water is little,
and as the earth splits the remaining animals are hourled.
Little by little the earth gets consumed,
but at one spot the light breaks through the dark clouds of doom.
She shines with no light and gleems through the night,
and with are last hopes she slowly brings are earth back to life.
The clouds are being moved as she walks through the gloom,
with the sword of death in one hand and with the other the heart of the moon.
She is a bad person but with good deeds,
and a heart full of nothing that allways bleeds.
Allways being pushed to the edge,
never to think it over in her head.
The battle she is fighting,
and as she is wining she is also dieing.
So i join her never ending quest of trying.


One Day: Timmy tease

I give up on my quest to find,that one chick that cant seem to leave my mind.Some one who can understand,some one who's been through it all with out having to plan.Some one that looks through the disckys,beneath the the skin and through the eyes.Some one who isnt scared to be cought,and that some one who has allready fought.The tides become stronger as i look through the trees,searching for that one chick that says she will come with me.Is this quest over?Because i cant seem to see.The moon light fades with its bright shimmering glaze.For now i will just sit here and blaze away,as i wait for that one chick to come one day.


Waisted:Timmy tease

I stand alone at the end of a road,hoping to see some one i know.No one appears no one to see,for ever nothing till i start to bleed.I try to stand but now im to weak,so i just liey here and weep.Ive come to realize that im dead,stuck here by myself in pain and dread.For ever a punishment for all the wrong things ive done,for the wrong reasons and the worst has not yet to come.Completley tourcherd,cut, and punched, by my own feelings that i have bunched.Pearsing eyes staire through my skull,as i watch them drain away my soul.Im waisted,and cant move so if you pass by, dont bother me fool cause im way to high.