I'm an avid reader, preferably true crime stories. However I do enjoy Dean Koontz for a change up. I love to make layouts for myspace. I like to write. I've found it helps me to sort things out in my mind and heart. I won't always share my writing though. It's mine and it's personal. I'm very much involved with Relay For Life. I'm a team captain as well as chairing 3 planning committees. Some people have said that I eat, breathe and sleep Relay. Ok, I think I have to agree because I am constantly thinking and planning even in my nocturnal state. If you've never attended a Relay For Life event, please do! You won't regret it. I am a survivor of suicide so I am interested in everything I can find that may help me find those elusive answers. My two oldest children are bi-polar ,as am I. My oldest son is also ADHD and ODD. It's been suggested we all suffer from PTSD.
~~I want somebody who sees the pointlessness and still keeps their purpose in mind. I want somebody who has a tortured soul some of the time. I want somebody who will either put out for me, or put me out of misery. Or maybe just put it all to words and make me go, you know I never heard it put that way. make me say, what did you just say? I want somebody who can hold my interest, hold it and never let it fall. someone who can flatten me with a kiss that hits like a fist, or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall. If you hear me talking, listen to what I'm not saying and don't ask me to put words to all the silences I wrote. Don't ask me to put words to all the spaces in between. In fact if you have to ask, forget it. Do and you'll regret it. I'm tired of being the interesting one. I'm tired of having fun for two. Just lay yourself on the line and I might lay myself down by you. But don't sit behind your eyes and wait for me to surprise you. I want somebody who can make me scream until it's funny, give me a run for my money. I want someone who can twist me up in knots. Tell me, for the woman who has everything what have you got? I want someone who's not afraid of me or anyone else. In other words I want someone who's not afraid of themself Do you think I'm asking too much?~~ Auntor Unknown