Who I want to meet/ My Poems

to be honest, I've met some great people and I'm real happy with them. But if more luck passes my way, I'd love to meet a few others. All girls want a guy to sweep them off their feet and be with them forever. That'd be great. But to be honest, I doubt I'm ready yet. But I'll be waiting for that day..and hopefully if luck passes my way, it'll come.








Poetry:


Title: The Little Fight
Mood: Depression.
Written by: CiCi

The coldest night has come and gone
storms up roar the skys and take over the light
Darkness dies and up comes dawn
with a little girl hiding with fright

She hides in a dark box
with a blanket over her head
feels like shes worth nothing
since its so cold she feels dead

Music blasting so loud
and screams her lungs out
with pain and anxiety pouring out

Feeling shitty
all the time about shit shes done
In the past and making it so pitty
Like and shes wanting it all gone

It never happens so shes depressed
like suicidal feeling all over
again and again feeling stressed
about crap and trying to stay sober

So she can apologize
to the person she hurt inside
and try to realize
what she has done wrong to the outside

Her friends are no more
Hating is in the air
Her heart is all sore
should she dare?


Its all over
The pain and anxiety is gone
She said I'm sorry
so she was done.


Title: Dear God
Mood: Sad, Scared
Written By: CiCi

Dear god I hope you get this
this is my prayer to you
get rid of this mist
from here and give me a clue

about whats going on with him
Is he sick. or to weak
I can't lose Him
Don't let him go seak

the light above
he has still more to live for
he's there for me, that I love
I don't want me to be sore

at the heart night and day
I don't want my family to be in pain
what can I say
He's my dog let him stay, and play in the rain

If I lose him I'll be devistated.
and hurt, from the loss
Please don't let him go.
Amen.


Title: No More
Mood: Scared, Sadness
Written By: CiCi

These tears that are coming down
is a sign of hurt, and sadness
I want to smile, not frown
I'm tired of all the madness

I want the light to come out
and take over the dark
But with out a dought
There is a mark

Of what? pain?
yes, but even worse a broken heart
the one that was there for her

IS now sick, or weak
with I don't know what, but you can tell
you can tell he is when he wants to seak
and beg for food, but he can't, it must be hell.

I hate seeing my dog like this
It makes me cry, all night long
I miss him, he won't even give me a kiss
or dance at the table and sing me a song

I love him, and he can't go
Not right now, wait a few more years
then take him, So
I can be okay, and happy, and No fears


P.S. (more will be coming soon.)

What I like and dis Like

Likes:
-Music
-Ipods
-Surfing
-Dancing
-My friends
-Fun
-Food
-Animals
-Rainbows
-Rave
-Glowsticks
-Chocolate
-Myspace
-Strobe Lights
-Biting people
-Vampires
-Twilight
-New moon
-Eclipse
-Books
-Uglies
-Pretties
-Specials
-Extras
-Peircings (even tho I don't like needles)
-parties
-Boys
-Stick drawings
-Zombies
-Movies
-Mission Impossible
-Spiderman
-Starwars (not a nerd)
-ACTION
-DRAMA
-ROMANCE
-COMEDY
-Love
-rain
-Poptarts
-Skulls
-Glummy Bears
-teady bears :)
-This guy that I love
-Europe
-New Zealand
-Tropical
-Beach
-Ice cream
-Snow Cones
-Texting
-Needles :)
-Poetry

Dis-Likes:
-Posers
-Haters
-Steriotyping
-Slimy Bugs
-Zits
-Pmsing
-School
-drama (not movie drama tho)
-Liars
-Being Sick
-Yelling parents
-"scene"
-Drugs
-Smoking





Thats basically all I can think of. :)