music

Most of you would judge the music I listen to by the way i look, which is funny because I could bet you $10 that you would be totally off. I like a variety of music, I am really open minded so anything catchy I listen to, I will most likely like. I don't care if its Miley Cyrus, Dj Tiesto, Missy Elliot or any other music artist. The kind of stuff I will usually listen to though would be death metal, acoustic, indie, hip hop, or club, but I do listen to everything else, I really do not care what it is labelled. The only kind of music I hate listening to is "screamo". To me, it's just really annoying, some bands I can handle, others I can't. My favourite band right now would have to be Arsonists Get All The Girls. Why? because even with all the sound they make, they always find a way to get some sort of catchy beat. If you don't like what I listen to you, then cool, but don't go off saying I like "crap".

love

Love
This is probably going to be the longest paragraph and as fruity as this is going to sound its the only thing I really want to end up having perfect in my life. I am really tired of being in relationships that have no meaning or just last a couple of months. I want to be in something that will last a lifetime but to also be crazy in love with that person. I've never really been one of those guys who just use girls for what they have, I mean maybe a couple of times I have said things that they want to hear but I have obviously moved on from that and realized how dumb it was. The second I fell in love I was literally done with all the hooking up, the sweet talking and bullshitting to girls to make them happy. Thats how amazing the feeling of actually being in love is, its so unexplainable and that kind of is what amazes me the most. At the moment I wouldn't consider myself "single" or "taken". I'm not in a relationship nor am I looking to be in one. I'm just waiting to see what the remains of my last relationship will take me. It really meant a lot to me, the very beginning of it started in October 1st, 06 and ended in November 2nd, 07. And then started again on my birthday February 18th, 08 and just recently died down March 08. It was pretty amazing to be able to talk to someone and still blank out on what to say, get butterflies even after you've been dating them for more than enough months and how you could be extremely pissed off at them and then 10 minutes later you'll be all lovey dovey on their ass. As amazing as all that was, unfortunately it wasn't a "happy ending". Sure, she was my first, and yeah there were a lot of memories but sometimes not everything is ment to be perfect, I just think everybody should be able to experience being in love because it probably is the best feeling you will ever get. Its the experience you have that matters most and being able to say that you have loved before.