Everybody Scream;
Sadiee Annabel | 16 | New Zealand | Taurus.

I've never been happier with my life.

Hi. I'm Sadiee Annabel but my besties call me Ashie. Writing an 'about me' is always a little weird, if only because it seems completely self-absorbed. For this website, I'm supposed to give a sense of who I really am. So here goes.

I love writing. I am currently writing two books that I hope to get published someday. I've been writing, in one way or another, for as long as I can remember. I was always a big reader, mostly because my mother was. I used to get frustrated with my mum because she bought me books for Christmas when what I really wanted were the gifts my friends got, things like clothes and jewelry. But I did love to read. I was the kind of kid that people always sighed over and said, "She has such a wild imagination," which usually meant "I wish Sadiee would try to stick to the truth." I have a tendency to embellish; I think it's just a weakness of fiction writers. Once you learn how to make a story better, it's hard not to do it all the time.

I love music. Music is the heart of life. I hate silence, it's so freaking loud. There are so many different genres, it would be impossible to choose one favourite. Music is the great uniter. An incredible force. Something that people who differ on everything and anything else can have in common. Plus theres the fact that music is a total constant. That's why we have such a strong visceral connection to it. Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that song song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it.

I love my friends. They are my family. They are the ones that are there for me unconditionally. My best friends are literally my entire life. If any of them got hurt, I would travel for miles to help them. You should give them only the utmost respect, as I'm sure they are some of the greatest people you will ever meet. They are my hopes and dreams. I love you. If you want to be my friend, add me. I'd love to talk to you. I like meeting new people. It doesn't matter if you're fat, short, ugly, whatever. I will still accept you for who you are. I'm nice, usually honest, and I would definitely like to get to know you.

I love being in love. Sam. [4.17.08] You're the one person I can truly be open with and trust completely. I don't know what I'd do without you, and I plan on never finding out. If nothing else, we'll always have each other. I love you with all of my heart. He's my other half. Literally. I mean he is always there for me. Makes me smile. Cheers me up. Laughs at me. Is honest to me. The usual friend stuff. But Sam is way better than any normal friend. We have laughs that only we understand. Hugs that only we know how to do and smiles only he knows how to put on my face. I muchly love him. My smile. My heart beat. My happiness. My love. My life. The only one who knows everything about me. Who understands me completely. The one in my life that brings out the best in me. Let's me be who I know I am capable of being. He's the only guy I have eyes for. My world revolves around him. I'm having his babies. Pretty sure he's the fucking orgasm. I'm lucky to have him. I need him. I love him so damn much. I really hope he doesn't leave me. Without him I would be lost. My heart couldn't possibly beat any faster when he's around. Poor little thing feels like it's about to burst. Must be in love. There is no other person that can love him the way I do. I'm always going to. Sam I love you. He treats me like a princess. My heart aches completely every hour every day. And only when I am with you does the pain go away. Never knew I could feel like this, like I've never seen the sky before, I want to vanish inside your kiss, every day I Love You more and more. Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing, telling me to give you everything, seasons may change, winter to spring, but I Love You, until the end of time. Come what may, come what may, I will Love You, until my dying day.