ya im the girl who makes the tagyourepregnant
pics cause
I AM HER duh
im darker now
more jaded then you could be
i see the world for what it really is




i am terra jean
i am no longer shanel
shanel is a fake
im a mess
im afraid to get close to anyone
eveyone who said theyd be there left
im scared to be me
not scared
frightend
im afraid of being alone
afraid to try new things like
pot and beer
i think people who claim
to be my friends aren't
its just a disquise to hide themself
i wear a lot of makeup
i feel naked without it
im not confidnet
but brave enough to look it
ive never liked meeting new people
but i still do on a daily basis
i dont need your shit
i have my own
myspace isnt my life dont you dare
accuse me of it ever
youve been suffocated by it, i havent
i never will be
get over it, its the truth




oh and by the way
i dont have you on the lsit so
you can sit there smile
and look pretty
your there
for talking.
do us all a favor
and be a good list person
and talk to the majority of
fuckers on ur list. OKAY?!



p.s dont talk your shit about posers
i say it
I AM A POSER!!!
we are all fucking posers
if no
one was a poser then
there would be one of each
person,one
punk,one scremo fan
one jugallo, etc.
WE ARE ALL FUCKING POSERS
so if
you think your
jsut so far above
everyone else
get off my god
damn list
i dont need ppl with
10 inch poles
up their ass
strutting
around like a mick jagger
trying to say they're
the original or
they're the
real deal