About Me..

I am a web masterey addict
I change my layout ALOT!!...lol
I dont wanna leave anything behind when I leave to military!!
I am afraid OF some old people ;z
I am a R.O.T.C Addict
I am a Heart Broken SURVIVOR
I fear to be in [another] relationship
I have lost many friends to the title DEAD
I am a man to go to the military
I am undecided on to join Airforce, Or Marines
I am MEXICANs
I can be a real bitch if u cross the line
I am a honest person
I am Outspoken
I have 4 pets
I hate people who ARE not them selfs
I love watching anime
I use to see anime alot to make it seem like life is easy
I didn't have a true best friend till 6th grade
I fear my past
I write poetry to release my emotions
I have a spiderman bed set
I am TRYING to be nice to all
I use to like "Misty" from pokemon when i was younger :D
I am one who learns from my mistakes
I am one who doesn't regret,because i am strong becuase of my past
I love TO see horror movies
I am one who hates his Father
I am the youngest of my siblings
I am one who played all FINAL FANTASY GAMES :D
I am a Square-Enix addict
I cried in the movie "Grave of the Fireflies"
I am all i can be and that is what matters
May my gone friends R.I.P...so let them do so...crying for them will not bring them back...let them sleep...and not forget them

Inside Me...

Feeling senseless,

Feeling fearless,

Feeling awkward,

I no longer can walk forward,

I am lost,

As if my heart is covered in frost,

I Fear...

My life can't seem to be clear,

I am weak,

I can no longer speak,

My vision is turning imposible,

It says something like that in the bible,

"...One who sins,

Has to pay for his sins...",

Is it because I hurt,

I no longer shall blurt,

When will this end,

When will my life extend,

When can I stop crying,

And stop all this inner-baying,

I want to find peace,

I want all this to cease,

Yet, I want to get strong,

And know where I truly belong,

So for now...

I'll try to stay calm...somehow,

And I shall wait,

Till, I can get my mind so strait...