.:: One Of My Poems::.

Dear Mom,
Im Sorry,
To all the Friends I left Behind
For all the bad grades that you signed
For all the times I didnt listen in class
For when I told my sister to kiss my .... butt...
For all the times I was late
That my teeth were never strait
For every dent I put in your car
For that one time I snuck to the bar.
For all the goals I never met
For all the records I never set
Im Sorry,
For the family that will miss me so.
For every She was to young to go
For Never going to collage and getting a job.
For always being a little snob
For all the money you spent on the dress Ill never where...
For actually thinking you didnt care.
For missing the prom my senior year...
For never telling my best friend I would always be near
For forgetting things that mean so much...
For skipping out on the family lunch
Im Sorry,
For Never telling my boyfriend I loved him with all my heart.
For the Family we never got to start
For the First born I never had...
For there not being a wedding dance for dad.
For fighting over little things that were no big deal...
For Never telling asking how you feel..
For growing up way to fast...
Never letting go of the past...
For never being happy with what I had...
For always finding a reason to be sad...
For forgetting how precious life is..
For all the memories I will miss...
Im Sorry,
For Not listening to you because I thought I was cool..
For taking those drugs I am such a fool..
For having to take just one little pill...
For not paying attention when you said drugs could kill...

These Are some of My Rules To Live By...

♥ I live to S*T*A*N*D O*U*T
♥ I W*R*I*T*E what I feel

♥ Your input Means N*O*T*h*I*N* to me
♥ D*R*A*M*A is just a reason to get Attention
♥ P*R*I*D*E is what gets us in trouble

♥ F*R*I*E*N*D*S Help us get threw it.
♥ C*U*T*T*E*R*S Dont understand the importance of life
♥ D*E*P*R*E*T*I*O*N Is a state of mind, Not a Disabiley

♥ L*O*V*E Is the one true Tresher in life
♥ M*O*N*E*Y Is nothing with out happienes
♥ A H*O*M*E is a house that contains a happy family

♥ a K*I*S*S should be forever
♥ a H*U*G should be felt from the heart
♥ B*O*Y*S just dont understand

♥ G*I*R*L*S understand all to well
♥ It only H*U*R*T*S Till the paind goes away
♥ P*A*I*N is only a weakness

♥ D*E*A*T*H is only an excape
♥ D*R*U*G*S dont take away problems
♥ S*M*O*K*I*N*G never made you cool, just someone to laugh at and makes people uncomterable

♥ a B*R*O*K*E*N Heart can only heal with time.
♥ L*I*F*E is a one time thing, live it right.
♥ L*I*V*E The life you want to remember

♥ Love, Best Friends, and P*H*O*T*O*G*R*A*P*H*S are the only things that last forever.
♥ M*A*K*E your own foot prints
♥ D*A*N*C*E like no ones watching

♥ S*M*I*L*E when everything is going wrong
♥ be G*R*A*T*F*U*L if everything is going right
♥ S*H*O*W them what they mean to you.

♥ When you F*A*L*L in love with someone T*E*L*L them
♥ C*R*Y*I*N*G does not mean your weak, it means your human
♥ R*E*M*E*M*B*E*R who was there for you

♥ Live each day like it was your L*A*S*T
♥ But Remember it like it was your F*R*I*S*T
♥ you never F*A*I*L when you fall, you fail when you dont get back up again.

♥ F*A*I*T will only take you so far, you have to do the rest
♥ Never *G*I*V*E *U*P on somthing you believe in
♥ and no matter what, F*A*L*L*O*W your D*R*E*A*M*S